memories of you...

Few months have passed...
Sweet and sour we went through it all... There are more to come... But still, I want to make it to the best...
Together we get things done... U have become a part of my life's story...



The story line goes like this,

From the very first we didnt knew each other...

Then we became closer to friends and followed by pet sis n bro...

U treated me well...

Through promises, we changed to suit each other...

We turned to couple... High and low, we endure it together...

That's what we call LOVE!





These are a few random pictures which means alot to me tho it might not mean anything to anyone else =)
















That day as I was having my practical class, I received this via mms... It was written there "my backside very itchy"... Ok I thought he was experiencing real itch at his ass... Haha... A quote for u, "laugh my ass off"... Then, I wonder............. *he gave me a surprise on that day* that was y his butt was "itchy". It means, its hard for him to hold it long as a surprise and itchy ass made him wanna reveal it fast.


















NINO NINO~~ rescue is here~~
I know this sounds silly... But I love your style of portrait-ing it baby... sampat baby
That day the traffic was slow and so i texted him to update him with the traffic... So this cow was what he sent to me to rescue me out of the heavy traffic XD Errrrrrr.... A farting cow I would say. Puttttt~~~



















This picture was taken by him... I love u too...



















To those who are close n knows me well, I am well known for snoopy freak. Alright I know this may sound kiddy... But this is who I am...
This special hand made snoopster lantern was made by him to me... Ahhhhh! BB, bright and beautifull~~~
It accompanied me during mid autumn festive... Thank you...


















Last but not least, this is who I have been mentioning all the while...
The "him"... Haha.


MORE WONDERFUL MEMORIES TO COME..........

too tired to be true

After exam, of cos Holiday.. Thought I would have plenty of time spent on blog but I am wrong... The week right after exam, Family and I went back to hometown... Why is it so? Celebrate grandma's 80th birthday!! I would say that the event was the best I have ever seen in my whole life... I shall say it was way too grand. The whole family tree picture was snapped infront of the Hotel where the celebration was held.. Most precious picture ever~~ Grandma is my lovely ah ma that I love n treasure most... I was too happy to be there to witnessed the special event held for her =) almost teared as well... I am so proud of u! After hometown we all headed to Damai Laut and Penang Island for vacation... Stayed in two diff hotels continuously... Tiring! But worth it... Enjoyed tho... I would say that this trip back to hometown was one of the best I had! Elder sis flew all the way from Dublin back to Malaysia just to attend the celebration.. It was great to have her back... With her laughters and all that made the house more cheerful.. Haha... But now she is back in Dublin again due to her overload work there. I miss u sis...

A moment of silence, Speechless Shocked Puzzled Grieving, crying, tears drop on the floor......... A guy whoz aged 30, whoz a very fillial son, who always calls back home everynight right after work just to check on his mom if she is at home and safe "ma...where r u?i will be back now yeah" Altho they both used to lived under one roof, he was just someone so perfect, so nice... A very soft hearted person indeed. How could God take his life at this stage of his? When he is not even married and haven't endure the life that others must go through.. At least by then, his life would be more to complete. It was 6am in the morning when he received a call saying that his auntie passed away... And so, he rushed to the place her body is placed. When he got there, it was actually a FALSE ALARM! His aunt was only in a critical situation whereby she might just leave this realm anytime... she belum mati punya... Ok fine... Just right after that, he called his mom to inform her regarding this matter.. "ma, do u know aunt shanty's condition?" His mom replied YES... He told her that he was rushing from the hospital back to his house to pick his mom... While driving, rushing, speeding (maybe)........ BOOOOOOOM! An unexpected accident... He died on the spot! His car overturned 3 times and knocked hard at the bus stop's divider. The bus stop along Jalan Puchong. SIGH~~~ I do think that everything that occured is fated... Don't u think that life is always unfair????? Sad~~~ Pity his mom (my ex baby sitter) they are like a part of my family... Last year her hubby just passed away.. This year her own son... What is all these??? Conclusion, live life to the fullest n simplest as life is always so unpredictable.

MANU glory~~~

AHHH....... GOAL~~~!!!!

That was what that made the whole stadium so lively..
Just imagine, everyone was there that has the same interest as us, all wearing the same football team shirt, all that have the same hobby and taste~~

18 July 09, a day to be remembered...

It's not so easy to actually see them live.. Even if so, once in a few years.. How long more would I have such opportunity?

It was a blast man.. Though I kinda wanted to fall asleep during a few moments during the match.. Told myself not to as it will only waste $$

The score was only 3-2.. Nothing to proud or ashame of... Since it was just a friendly match..
Wonder, Owen is now playing for the team which used to be his opponent team..
Such a drastic change like that, there is always good and bad.. I do think that his performance somehow rather deteriorate already.
Proven: guys tummy gets bloated as they grow older...

Overall, I enjoyed.. Yo~~ thanks to my cousin bro.....

No time for this..

Assignments have been occupying me..
For now, I will just leave this blog as it is..
Updates coming up.. Just in a week more~~

What are those?
Secret for now... Publicize later XD

Since today is a special day, decided to dedicate this to DADDY..


Happy Father's Day!!

Last night already had dinner for daddy at bdr puteri..
Today, at SS2
Total, 2 meals!! *burpppp*

U will always be my number 1 hero daddy...

I am sure he liked what we treated him.. I can see the smile =) on his face XD

Tagged!

The person who tagged you is:
Susu and NieNie

Your relationship with him/her is:
They both so happened to be from "lame family".. Friends?

Your first impression of him/her is:
Wahh.. both also from Dave gang, better don't step on their tails

The most memorable moments with he/she is:
When he always buy me keropok lekor (susu), msn chat (nie)

The most memorable thing she/he has said to you is:
You are caring (susu), cheer up! (nie)

If she/he becomes your lover:
There is no IF.. It's either Yes or No.. Answer is NO..

If he/she becomes your lover, what he/she should improve that:
Just be yourself =) just be what you are comfortable at..

If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
Forgive and forget la.. Enemy for what..

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
This one, I think no one could answer this.. Haha...

Your overall impression on him/ her is:
Happy go lucky.. Always trying to make others laugh over his jokes (susu), Always emo, worst thing is, she said that is her hobby somemore XD (nie)

The characteristic you hate most bout yourself:
Lazy pig..

The most ideal person you want to be is:
Vege aka Happy

For people who care and love you, say something to them:
Who will that be? You? Haha.. I appreciate a lil bit that you all did for me.. Thanks.

Delicia = Delicious??

All these while, I have been listening to others saying,

"Butterscoth Gardenia is YUMMY"

Decided to have it a try...

And it is,


YUMMY!!!! Kinda addicted to it.. *i am eating it now while typing this*

Only this week itself, already purchased two loafs of it..

Why is it so nice?
1) soft
2) doesn't need to apply anything on the bread in order to eat (just eat it plain itself)

To those who haven't have the chance to do so, walk yourself to the nearest grocery shop and buy one.. Haha..

TAGGED... Banyak betul...

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU
► vege
► sayur
► oi.....

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE
► 24 April 1988
► 24 April 2014
► the date when my sister comes back

THREE THINGS YOU HAVE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES
► emo
► sms
► chatting

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY
► sing out loud
► talk to family n friends
► see my idol live!

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
► snoopy
► anything that comes with sincere heart
► a car (dont want toy car)

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
► sleep
► stare at both my hammies
► spend time with my love ones

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION
► old folks home (live their life n experience it)
► Europe
► around the world

THREE FAVOURITE DRINKS
► isotonic drinks
► honey dew
► apple aloe vera

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR POCKET
► rubbish
► petty cash
► phone

THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS
► blue
► white
► black

TOP THREE YOU LOVE SO MUCH
► he
► she
► them?

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU (things only)
► music
► dog (dog consider as "things"? haha)
► psp

TOP THREE THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY LATELY
► family
► hostel friends
► laughters

TOP THREE REASONS WHY YOU ANSWER TO THIS SURVEY
► must I answer?
► don't know?
► lastly, to show "respect" to the person who tagged me with this XD

TAG THREE PEOPLE
► kok siang
► winnie
► penguin

here n there... everywhere...

Weeks and months passed..

My life doesn't seem good.............

Here n there... Everywhere... There are things to be worried of...

I don't get what I want... Things that I don't expect, tend to cling more on me...

Emo!!! Every night, before I could go to bed, think alot!! N sometimes I do dream of it..

When can these stop??
Need ways to release my worries and also stress..
Till now, couldn't really find a way that could help to ease my pain.. ='(

its time.. or not time yet?

Sometimes...

SIGH

Things may seem so wonderful and yet so ugly.

WTH am I thinking la? What do I really want????

I KNOW!! I know well that every decision I make will have pro's n con's..

It feels so bad to hurt the other party to the extant that there might be next time? This has to stop!!

No matter what I still need to face it.. Yeah, so true.............




Having sleepless nights recently.. Hate this!

Wen JIe!!! Time to wake up!!
*decide for once!!*

mini FRIDGE

Mini fridge.. Very mini.. A size of 2 palms added together..
I came across it at klcc.. I do not remember clearly what is that shop name already.

I still remember how I used to tell Susu that I want to have it!
Haha.. Especially the blue colour one!

Purposes of having it is to use it in hostel to put my fruits in..
My mom always give me apples n yet it spoils.. I don't fancy fruits one la...

I WISH TO HAVE IT! *sobs*..

I will upload the picture of it once I manage to capture yeah.. Then you all get to see and don't need to imagine how it looks like.

sweet hearts

They way they sleep at times really adorable..
POSITION: Body facing upright.. At times I might think they are dead or something.. Haha.

Last time before I could actually own hamsters, I always thought that it will be tough to handle them.. But hey, they are just simply cute and also easy to be taken care of..

Soon to have babies! Anyone who has intention to rare, let me know.. I might distribute one or two just in case if the "stock" overloads..

p/s:Love hammy and also doggy's...

11-05-09

Special day for me and you huh??

Hahahah!!

Morning met up with lame family at college for sports purposes then makan at McD for lunch..

At 1.45pm, my phone *ring ring*..
Time to meet up the rest.. Time for karaoke..

Had fun back then when I went for karaoke session with CKS and gang..
Redbox, Sunway..

Much better than that stupid greenbox when most of the english songs don't even have lyrics!

People who went was all guys except me n Lee Hiong (sampat girl)
She shared many of her "secrets" to me and asked me for advice =) I bet she knows how she should act by now.. Hopefully my advices are useful..


ACTIVITIES:
college (futsal) ---------> McD ----------> karaoke ----------> asia cafe "supposed to be Shogun =( "

Mom's Day

A day to be remembered..
A day to be cherished..
A day to dine out..
A day to say how much you meant to me and I Love You..

Dearest mom,
I guess everyday, is mothers day..
The day when you still love me and I still get the chance to be with you and cherish you, that is when i say, everyday is mothers day.

A date like today is just another significant date to remind others that, "hey today is a special day and we need to do something out of it"..

As long as we have the heart, no matter how far we are apart, how often we meet, how you would come and go, how you feel and think, you will always be my best mommy ever.....


What I think in mom:
-soft spoken
-soft inside n outside
-overall, SOFT!
hahaha, which made my dad attracted to her?

Everyone has their own mom, and since we are fated to be mom-daughter in this life so I would use this very special moment to wish u, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.....

A moment to walk with...

"I have once said, good things are yet to be overwhelmed"

True enough.. Nostalgic in the sense that made me miss those moments.

What happens when the clock ticks? Year by year, we celebrate events without fail.
This year is rather special..

My sister managed to be back to held a birthday celebration for me back at Neway.. Small but a sweet outing. And since her birthday is not too far from mine, we decided to make it a joint celebration.

I "pao" most of the songs during the karaoke session! Haha.. Sorry.. I am just out of control at times when I see mic infront of my face..


Mothers day? Elder sis birthday? We joint it both together as well.. Just a day before she could fly for Ireland, we quickly celebrate it..



Dinner at bandar puteri and a hazel cheese cake from secret recipe to complete it all..
Nothing grand but what makes it rather special was the happiness we obtained when we were all together doing the same common thing..
Hope to have more of these from my family.. Family reunites when there are the FIVE of us. Hearts..

I Miss You

When I first saw your face on that very first day, I was glad that you were back..
You smiled back and you were happy to be here too..
Now that you left, I miss you.......
The moment when I need to see you go off, I teared..
It almost felt that, I couldn't stop sobbing..
Why? You leave behind lots of sweet memories in me.. In us!!!
All the laughters.. The time we all spent together.. How I wish you don't need to leave..
Feeling emotional now as I am writing this.. Did not expect that the word "good bye" and a hug would mean so much that make me feel this way..
My blood.. My family.. To my elder sister, this is specially dedicated to you..
I MISS YOU..
Hope you will do well over there..
Today happened to be your birthday, why must it be this way.. Tho we did celebrate one day advance for you.. But still, I want to wish you again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

PS: she is now at Ireland la.. Alive ok? Do not think "senget"

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

If you all came across the American comedy series FRIENDS before, you all would know how exciting friends can be..
I gotta believe this because they were the ones who mend my broken heart when I needed company most! They talked to me and tried their best to make me smile back :)

Friends that I have are all categorized.. Haha..
1) high school
2) college
3) hostel

Friends do come in and out of our lives.. Some will leave an obvious footprint in our lives but some just don't.

Sometimes, activities spent was just plain and simple, but the fun and memories we had from that very friendship will always be the concern.. It always run in my mind.. All the great time we had!! Thinking of it makes me smile while typing this.

College friends. Just a week back, my friends did a surprise birthday thingy for me.. Thanks! Pizza with endless fire.. Haha..
Back then, we had this so called movie marathon.. We all watched many movies! Ok lets name it all (Fast and furious, X-men, Coming soon, Snipper, Worms by KRU, Dragon ball and more.........)
It was fun to be with them.. They are the so called "LAME FAMILY"...

Talking bout my hostel friends, we are just like one big family! True enough.. N we will be having a karaoke session tomoro.. Yeah.. Rock it... We are always together to do many stuffs.. From eating, to sleeping.. We see most of our true colours because we lived under one roof. *thanks for everything including the surprise birthday celebration*

High school friends? This statement is always true, "we will usually get true friends from high school".. Tho I did meet up with them as much as others did, they will always remain sweet inside my heart.. *hearts*

Feel happy to be surrounded by them... Friends will always be friends...

Just before it could pop out...

Sometimes I just don't understand why some people like to do things without thinking..
Sometimes I don't understand why certain people just do not bother how others feels and just care bout how themselves feel..

This is so selfish!!!

I know living in this world, everything seems to be unpleasant.. People tend to back stab, gossip, say foul words and torture others by mentally or physically..

This has to stop!

My mind is full with things which are hard to resolve.. Who can help me?

I do not need a counselor nor any advice from others.. Just need a peace of mind and it will help a lot tho..


Alright, putting all these negative issues aside.. There are also things that made me :)
I finally got to buy a shoe for myself which I have been promising myself to own..

I got these very few presents for my 21st birthday.. Simple but I love them all..

Tribute: My sis

Tribute: CKS

Tribute: Parent

TILL THEN, anyone wants to sponsor me anything? Haha.. Joking only..

Memories

Happie day, happie environment with happie people around, with happie memories...

Here it goes, today I turned 21! A day to remember by me...........

Besides that, I am going to post up a few pictures of "gays".. GAY=HAPPIE PEOPLE

First, Susu's mom was the first to wished but she was one day early! Haha.. Second, Rathi.. Still thanks gurl..

CKS wanted to be the first but looks like they'd took away the privilege from him..

Susu, Priss and Jo Ann called to wish.. *awwww*.. Su played bday song for me using his guitar.. *though out of tune abit but still, thanks*

I told Guan Ming to wish me last... haha.. Guess he failed to do so.. But, there is still time to do so :P (the truth was, Jo Ann was the last to wish *muak*)

To my FAMILY, I love u all!! U all are the ones by my side on my birthday!! U all cheered me up when I was really down at one point..

The rest wished me through other communication methods.. Those are (Elder Sister, Younger Sister, Marilyn, Yan Nian, Linda, Poh Sheng, Mun Suet, Pui Yan, Jia Hui, David, Pei Wen, Yun Xuan, Jody Goh, Wilson, Sook Ru, Jessie, Rovina, Mei Shan, Kia Sheng, Mak, Chong Yew, Winnie, Girtheeka, Sok Yeng, Siew Ping, Suet Foong, Amaal, Jessica Mok, Yon Phui, Jason, Debbie, Xiao Shan, Julia Tay, Cyndi, Yuki, Fion Tey, Trevor, Leong Wai, Ting, Visali, Xin Ni, Pei Wen, Ah Mao, Auntie Swee Hong) *more names to be updated*.. THANKS ALL! U all made my day..

Earlier today, dad brought me to buy a key from poh kong *not car key* and also my favourite chocolate indulgence cake... He asked me what shoe I wanted to buy and I said I will buy it on my own after i receive ang pou money from them.. It is believed that on occasions such as bday, it is not a good thing to give shoes as a present.. It has its meaning behind the story to it.. I am surveying on nice nike shoe.. Need to do more shopping in order to survey..

Here goes the pictures I have mentioned earlier:

He with his cute pink hairband..

GM on Su's shoulder.. Their past time hobby..

COOL... Dating three girls at once! (Jia Hui, Winnie and Jo) I want also...

OMG.. I wouldn't colour my nails with such colour.. Never...

GM and David.. So gay.. but they are "in love" with each other.. Awwwww...

Su!!! U think u r "smoker"? Hahaha.. Always show your tounge.. Don't accidently lick GM ya..

Three gays la.. They are nice to hang out with :)

Sleeping scene again.. Caught red handed.. GM, sleeping beauty?

Tada!!!! Hearts u all... I am not Gay okie for your information.. Exclude all the girls too..

*HEY HEY!! Thanks again..

New beginning

Things tend to come n also go..
He has gone away from my life..
Yet new things awaiting to come..
From now on, it will be only me the only author in this blog..
For u guys who want to keep yourself update on CHAOS, do ask him because he will be blogging in another account.. Just not there..

Many many things happened recently. I dont know I would call it a good or a bad thing.. One thing I know is, things ahead me will be my concern now..
Exam is just around the corner.. Need to study. More updates till then ya.. ;)

Feelings

I am currently feeling: just moodless.. sorry for not updating much.. will be back in action when the time is right...

QING MING

I went to clean my ancestor graveyard today. Not many people like to go to graveyard, including me. May be I just want to fulfill my duty as a member of the family? Maybe. And according to Chinese almanac, today is not a good day but who cares?
Well, the weather was totally hot. I saw many people went to their respective ancestral graveyard to clean and worship. The place was crowded with people and the cars keep on coming into the site, making the whole place totally jammed! Luckily my uncle's car was parked outside the site making us easy to escape the jam but we have to walk all the way from the hill to the main road. I think I have become darker?

Chaos

Not Romantic Enough?

Guess what, lately complain to me that I am not 'romantic' enough.
Yeah, I admit that I less expressing my love to you. But still my heart won't change, right? O.o
Some romantic event I miss out this year:

-greeting half year anniversary of our love.
-miss out valentine flowers...><
-miss out dating during valentine.=.=|||
-late gift my valentine greeting to vege... @.@;

Man! My bad! Hope she wont feel that anymore. I admit my fault. T.T

Love ya,
Chaos

STRESS!

Final week of study is drawing near, still assignments and works are piling up! Writing reports, fixing the damn helicopter-case for assignment, studying.... awwwwww. Hope this will pass quickly! ><. Man, i admit that I seldom be with vege this few weeks. Sorry bout that, I have to kick off those work load 1st. o.O|||

CKS

Scandal in politic?

I came across some pictures from a famous website which involved some famous Malaysia politician figureheads, including their sons. The pictures clearly indicates it is them but they are strongly denying it.
Hell, with powerful status and money, they can just go away from the punishment of Malaysia and Shariah law. They even ordered Google to shut down the websites that exposed their shame! SWT! I am still wondering why Malaysia laws exist for? Dictating those poor Malaysian and 'second class' people? 52 years of shame... >.<|||

CKS

WHY

Why must a person change with/according the surrounding?
Why is it so hard for a person to stand on the right path?
Why is it that young people like us get influenced and yet get addicted easily?
Why is it people nowadays are rebel to parent?
Why do I hear crimes increasing?
Why is the world changing?
Help yourself before you could help others..

NO to scam!

If you happen to come across something like this, wake up and do not let this thing happen again..

DAMN!

Today, as I was using the escalator heading to the mid valley small entrance, there was this young lady and a guy, aged 18, came to me and told me stuffs like, "hey miss, try tearing this voucher and just try luck. If got grand prize then of course you r the lucky one, if not then sorry lo".

So I thought to just give her face and to fulfill her favor, just tear it and just leave that place.

Ok there goes the whole process.. Tore the card, and what I get? SPECIAL GIFT!!

Their next expression was, "WHOAH WHOAH.. Congratulations miss. You stand a chance to win a TOYOTA ALTIS". Shook my hand for God knows how many times. Damn it! Enough of acting la! Find it too exaggerating. Before this I have already heard alot of this scam going on around the city, almost everywhere..

I wasn't excited at all as I was really doubting along the way. She told me to collect the prize by today itself. Only today.. That made me felt weird already..

She said their office is located at Kuchai Lama.. She needed me to be there to redeem the prize. I got Kok Siang to accompany me and since Kok Siang said he was very interested to know what are their tactics to attract and make people trust them, so we ended up giving it a shot and have a look.

Flaws everywhere! First, the company/office don't even have a proper company sign board! The name of the company was just printed on a A4 paper and stick it on the wall. Just like that? Fine with that..
The other thing that I noticed was, the office inside can say that it looks like a vacant place for no good reason. I know something is really wrong with that place because I came across before, to a place which looked similar to this office. And true enough, the place that I used to visit before was actually a scam too. Too bad my friend got cheated and already invested and threw her money to them. Nothing can be done. Back to this, their workers are all young ones! All aged below 20 and so forth.. They made me to have these uneasy feelings already.

They required me to pay the total of RM3K++ to be able to claim my prize. What the heck? You said totally free and now I need to come out with such sum of money? Confirm scam.

Gotta admit that though me and Kok Siang already knew it was a scam but there was a stage whereby we were also attracted to the things that they offered. In the end also, it is still a scam la. These kind of news had been published a lot in newspapers telling citizens to be more aware and do not get cheated. And now, I am also doing the same, just a piece of reminder for not falling into this kind of threshold. There is no such thing as easy money..

Though I was really pissed that they wasted my two hours, but still it was something that I get to experience and get to feel how it is like to see those "cheaters" face how disappointed they are for not being able to carry out their scam activities successfully.

Is it proper for people like us to report this to the authorized party? Like POLICE? I really feel like doing so.. Really hate seeing these kind of immoral thing going on cheating all those innocence. I always believe that in this world, there is still JUSTICE.

I ponder if that is the way how it should be..

A card that printed with words:

An everlasting dedication of love
Presented to: XXX XXX XXX

On this day, I want to remind you honey
That I treasure you greatly
And I want to thank you deeply
For all these feelings you've created in me
And this magical feeling of love
That burns deep within me
My love is solely for you and no one else,
And it is you alone I adore
My love, my life, my world, my friend,
That is what you are to me
And that is the way I want it to stay
Forever and eternally.

All my love,
XXXX XXX XXXXX

I WONDER WHAT'S WRITTEN THERE IS HOW EXACTLY HE FEELS? * are you sure you feel the same way too like what's written in the card?* I want to know..
IF IT IS, OH MY.... I THINK THIS IS THE BEST GIFT I HAVE EVER SEEN..
INDEED, I AM GRATEFUL AND THANKS YA FOR THIS GIFT OF YOURS. IT MEANS A LOT TO ME.. IT'S TRUE..


Something special in you:
You always dont mind spending all your time, your money on me just to make me happy. DONT DO THIS OFTEN..

Was experiencing pain at my tummy (girls experience this monthly), you were so kind that you came and rubbed my tummy that made me felt better instantly..

Back at that time when I had these great back pain, I was all alone on the bus on my way back to wangsa, I texted n told you bout this, what you did was, you called me right after that to ask me bout my condition. THANKS..

Days after that or was it a day after, I do not remember clearly. You came to visit me, brought oinment along, applied it on me and you had this good thought of helping to rub and massage my old wound but I refused. Sorry on that. Dislike the pain la..

Used to crave for a PSP game namely, DJMAX. I was having this difficulty of getting the game installed because I do not have it. Went around asking people for it but failed. The download speed was darn slow because it is free dowload and yet you did not mind. You had sleepless nights just because you helped me to download it. Really touched.

You wouldn't get offended though at times I may pour out some harsh words on you. At times of course you will tend to be "small gas" *it is normal for a normal human*

You always remind me to study which motivates me alot..

You are a fillial son from the way I see how you treated your family members..

You always remember me during special occasions or events..

You always care for my parent feelings and always respecting them..

You are always a wise money planner and yet you are generous and not "kiam sap"..

You are cute and lovely in a way that made many people like to "bully" you. EG: Pinching your chubby face..

You are easy to talk to and I feel ease when you are around..

You always forgive and forget for my wrong deeds..

You do not control and restrict or forbit me from doing what I want and what I like. You give me freedom. You really understand what I need..

You never make me tear for unecessary, you are totally different compared to "someone"..

You are always kind in many aspects. When I see you helping those beggers on the road side, letting old citizens sit your place when on the bus, that makes me feel proud to have you.

You turned me into more "feminine". I have this some sort of tomboy-ish characteristic inheritence since I was young.

A person who has sense of direction and knows what he is doing which will lead him to be someone successful in the near future..

This is your first love but surprisingly you are not as stoned as what I used to expect. You know what your roles are as a bf..

And most importantly, YOU SHOWERED ME WITH A SACRED THING WHICH IS, LOVE.

p/s:Piggy loves you..

be-LOVE-d

It is always sad to see one's beloved disappear from their lives. Everyone is "afraid" of death.
Even myself do. But it is even more painful to see your beloved leave this realm before you.
The pain, the grieves, the ultimate sadness..

(This story is related to a couple)

Husband: I hope my wife will die before me
Wife: WTH! How can you say such words?
Husband: Know y I say so?
Wife: *toned down* Erm, nope.. But y?
Husband: It is because I would prefer myself to suffer rather than letting u suffer seeing your love ones die before u.
Wife: *tear drops*

Several months back, my mom restricted me from following my family back to hometown due to my college hectic schedule. I was reluctant. Why?
I just do not know. I just felt that I should grab every opportunity to go back as often as I can.
Story behind it was because?
First of all, I miss my grandma much!
Secondly, she is old and a bit ill and I hope she'll stay strong for a very long time so that she will be able to see me marry. Heh.. I am sure every grandparents would want to see achievements that happens on her/his family.
Many more reasons to be listed out, shall just stop here..

Overall, I LOVE U AH MA.. She is someone that I really thank God for giving such a wonderful person to me. I have always felt that the bond within me and her is unique. I do miss her from time to time and wish for her well being. Just love her very much..

BREAK UPS???
I don't think anyone would like to go through this..
It hurts ones feeling..
Crying for someone that will no longer be in your life anymore after all the sacrifices made..
All the love, all the effort, that turned out to be only ashes..
Gone....
Try to avoid this to occur if there are ways to save it and bring it back..
I have once hurt many guys feelings! I know it is too late to make things right, the most I could do for now is, not to repeat the same mistakes anymore..
Appreciate those who cares for you!

Overall, my current bf is the one-to-be.. Be what? I just feel secure and have the sense of safe-ness when I am with him. I do not like guys who have "flower heart". I used not to believe in love anymore but he managed to be the one. He make me believe that there is still hope.. Thank you!

Some may think LOVE is just like a TOY..
PLAY and THROW..
It is IMPROPER and WRONG..
Try not to let HISTORY repeat..
LEARN from past MISTAKES..
And if you can practice this, you are already ACHIEVING an ACHIEVEMENT!

BIRTHDAYS??
11/2/2009: It was my beloved mom's bday.. Family and I dined out and had steamboat at B.Puteri instead. Bought her a 2kg secret recipe chocolate cake. That is heavy wei. Haha. Hey, it was our first time eating there and I guess the soup they served there did a great job. It was good! Will go back there again to makan..

21/2/09: Just 10 days after and this time it will be my lil sister birthday which is tomoro! Happy Birthday SIS.. Just bought her a small gift and we will all celebrate for her eating steamboat again. Not the same place of course.. It is located somewhere near Serdang.

Overall, MY FAMILY MEMBERS (dad, mom, chuen, yuin) are the ones that I will hold on and never let go. Though my dad will sometimes get angry or nag when I don't do things properly, mom tend to be fickle minded or indecisive, when my elder sister is far apart and not in M'sia most of the time, when my younger sister tend to be irritating at times, still.... LOVE YOU ALL! Without them, I wouldn't be here today. Their love, their sacrifices are just beyond anything!
I know, with only words, it is hard to convey my grateful feelings towards them. T.T

Good celebrations are yet to be overwhelmed but bad ones are yet to be avoided..

Dress

Went around mid valley and did a grooming session..
Tried out a few dresses and I kinda love that feeling..
Maybe I am going to buy more of it..
Try and try..... I got buy any? Nope.. They are highly priced..
But in future, yes I will XD


One of it that I tried and liked:




















I am promising myself to look good on my coming 21st birthday....

Pro's and Con's

The topic I want to touch on is the pro's and con's of sony ericsson K770i,


What I like:
- the camera functions.. It comes with flash which enables me to take picture under the dark.
- user friendly (sony phone what.. hehe)
- slide cyber-shot camera.. just looks cool to me
- the screen light/brightness auto dims when my surrounding is dark and it brightens when the surrounding is glaring. it helps to make me have a better sight when using it.
- affordable and it is categorize as "cyber-shot phone in the middle".
- compact and light in weight.

What I dislike:
- always cannot read the memory card (irritating)
- casing of it looks not solid
- battery life is not very lasting (maybe I am just a heavy user)

These are just my point of view. If you guys like it, go for it and do not regret after that ar I tell you..

You guys must be wondering y on earth am I posting such an ugly and a plain picture at the top..
The reason to it is because I am feeling BLUE!

I don't get what I expect on Valentine.. You guys may think I am demanding and bla bla..
Let me tell you, I am just expecting a call.. Is it so hard to call and just say a few words?

I was the one who wished first. But at least I got a reply soon after that. Maybe I am just one step faster than he is.. When the clock strike 12 I text-ed.. On that matter, I don't blame him..

So, am I really demanding?
Maybe I am.. I just need something sweet and a little "spice"..
A big SIGH...

Just another VALENTINE

Who will be my valentine? Can u be my valentine?

This kind of questions thingy always goes on whenever the date of 14th Feb is around the corner..
What is so great? I always felt that Valentine is just another ordinary day and even till today I still do have the same kind of mind set.

KS asked me what I want for valentine.. I was hoping him to give me a surprise.. Haha..
It turned out to be something really out from what I used to expect..
There was no surprise but I just love the gift he gave me! ARIGATO..
Actually to be frank, two weeks ago I used to think that he will surprise me with the "snoopy flowers" but in return I got something else instead..

To everyone out there, Happie Valentines.....
Not in a relationship people can also grab this opportunity to celebrate it with your dearest friends..

Sweet things that girls might like it to happen on that very day,
... Be the first to wish her or just a simple "I love U" will brighten up her day OR
... Money will not always be the main factor. Time spent together will be something nice :) OR
... Take her to romantic places like Mini Genting or bring her to places that she had been wishing to be at ever since long time ago OR
... Buy her something (anything which is her idol or favourite cartoon character) as a gift OR
... If the guys are a good cook, cook for the girls (i bet the next move the girl do is T.T) OR
... ALL THE ABOVE!

Tagged (no more of this la please.. haha)

10 HUMANS to be named...


(randomly pick......)
1) Kok Siang
2) Wen Yuin
3) Fion
4) Chong Sheng
5) Erik
6) Mak
7) Priscilla
8) Fiona
9) Wilson
10) Poh Sheng


Who is no.6 having relationship with? (Mak)
If I am not wrong.. He is suppose to be single?

Is no.9 male or female? (Wilson)
Let the public decide.. But I would say he is my "bro".

If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Poh Sheng and Priscilla)
If this happen, it will be a "muhibbah" couple wei.. Haha.. Good also.. Their child will turn out to be good looking/intelligent.

What is no.2 studying? (Wen Yuin)
She is currently in high school and going to face her major exam in school which is SPM! So what say you?

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? (Fion)
Yesterday. And that was also because of someone's request. Haha.

What genre of music does no.8 like? (Fiona)
I would say, she would like what others like. She just love to please anyone she knows.. Basically, she doesn't has one..

Would you woo no.3? (Fion)
I guess if I do so, it is a sin.. I am straight..

What about no.7? (Priscilla)
Another "les" partner? Oh no.. Get me out of this..

Is no.4 single? (Chong Sheng)
This is the fella who tagged me with this.. I wanna kill u! :P He is single for the time being.. But no guarantee if he will continue to be single after this..

What is the surname of no.5? (Erik)
Eh.. This person here has almost the same surname as me.. High 5 bro! (find it out yourself)

What is the hobby of no.10? (Poh Sheng)
Anything that has to do with the Koren band singer, TVXQ/DBSK.. Always see him dance or sing imitating them. 24/7 also about TVXQ only.. Get a life la bro.. Haha..

Does no.5 and no.9 get along well? (Erik and Wilson)
He (Erik/Wilson) don't even know that the other person (Erik/Wilson) actually exist in this world.. I really don't know the answer to this.. XD

Say something casual about no.1 (Kok Siang)
He is important to me.. Is this consider something "casual" now?

Have you ever tried developing feelings for no.8? (Fiona)
We both actually tried before going around telling others we are actually "les partners" to fool around and see if anyone actually believes our stupid prank. Some did! Mission complete :) I love her as a friend because she is my lovey dovey room mate.

Where does no.9 live? (Wilson)
Basically everywhere.. Haha.. Ok la, Setiawan (for him to release stress) and Melati Utama (a place for him to get more stress)

What colour does no.4 like? (Chong Sheng)
Never ask him before regarding this la.. But I would guess it is BLUE because guy ma.. And base on his handphone colour also..

Are no.1 and no.5 bestfriends? (Kok Siang and Erik)
They are not even friends.. For now..

Is no.7 the most talented person in the world? (Priscilla)
She actually has talent in singing! Really! If someone were to notice and appreciate and manage to make her a "someone", I bet she would appear everywhere in the entertainment field and eventually everyone on the street will be shouting "Priscilla, WE LOVE U"..


I am finished with this.. Finally.....

New Casio Watch

Today my darling surprised me with a gift.

Well, she cannot covers her gift properly...
Covered with snack on top of the gift in a small bag.
Smells fishy~~~
LoL...
Tah dang~~~
A new Casio watch which she bought yesterday, without my knowledge.
Not bad but need to tighten the belt.

Oh man... now I am scratching my head over the 14th...
What should I do?!!

T.T

Chaos

Elements

A picture that portraits thousands of words..

The ELEMENT Gang!!

This whole idea started from my little sister.. Sorts of elements.. Wind, fire, earth, rain n etc..
And I am under the EARTH element! Suite me much..

This LOGO was created by Jason a.k.a Pretty lady.. Pretty and excellent job! Very creative..
Planning an outing among these people.. Called the Element Gang outing!
Posting this up is suppose to be a MUST among us.. So yeah, I am just playing my part.. Posting this up..

GO GO ELEMENT's.......

Totally FREE OF CHARGE

I am sure when everyone sees things like, FREE.. 70% discount.. 50% discount.. They will start to feel "tempted".. Haha

What free thing can I offer?

Actually it is something money can't buy.. It is called, KNOWLEDGE!

Don't believe?

No choice but to believe..

VEGE is offering a free Japanese tutorial via online.. I took up Japanese subject for my course purposes.. Got to learn new things. Though am not pro, but at least something is always better than nothing. I would love to share!

Who is interested? Show of hands anybody? N ya, again, TOTALLY FREE OF CHARGE.