PATHETIC

Last night, as I was using my sister msn account, due to some reason.. I found out something..

ANONYMOUS: do u want to see penis?
ME: y u say that?
ANONYMOUS: i feel horny.. i need pussy
ME: go find hooker la!

*no reply from him after that*

Retarded! Disgusting! EWWWW.. There is nothing free in this world okay! If he really wants it, chow kit road banyak!

Sayonara developement camp (workshop)

SDC - I attended a workshop for the past few days.. It started last Friday n it is a three days duration workshop thingy.. The whole idea came out when my sis insisted to join that activity.. Decided to accompany her..
The motive of TRYBS bangsar organizing it is to build up potential leaders among the members in TRYBS puchong.. After all, it was Auntie Sally's idea..
Sad to say, those kids do not take it seriously.. Y I say that?
First, the attendance was a disappointment one.. Less than 10 members! Imagine that.. I would expect more than that..
Second, when they were given some tasks, some did not take it seriously..
Third, many of them there are not outspoken.. Shy la.. Scared la.. Haih..
Fourth, not much team work..
OVERALL, not good lo.. ( no offense yea, like what bro Vincent always say "when we criticize it shows we care")


When i first stepped into lumbini building at 9.10pm, I was like, OMG why am i here at the first place? I was shocked to see so few people there.. Main reason is because the participants need to arrive there sharp at 9pm.. I admit I was a little late.. Few minutes late?
That was when my motivation level starts to go down.. Really thought of going back at that moment.. But I need to be more realistic. Told myself "ahh just be it.. go through it tho i do not like it".. I can see Vincent disappointed face too.. Same goes to Swee Pie.. But no matter how also, the workshop need to be carry on even if we like or don't like it.. Sometimes i do pity Vincent especially when he talks to the participants, he don't get any respond back. So in the end me, my sis, tze yang are the one's entertaining Vincent speech.. Moreover, when we were asked to discuss for the upcoming TRYBS puchong meeting activities, those people from puchong did not take it seriously.. What they do is play? Hey if that is what they always do, then what's the point having that workshop? Waste of time right..
Hahahaha.. The funny thing happened was, those participants, don't know la.. Somehow they became more serious after a long and nice lecture from Vincent.. Although they did their job cincai abit, but i think they deserves an applause.. That was what the people from bangsar did.. Which boost up a bit of puchong's motivation level.. GOOD JOB.
You see me complain so much here, in fact, i would say at the end of it, i realized i did not waste my time and effort to be there.. I gained more knowledge.. I gained new friends, but I did not have much time to get to know them better.. Nevermind.. Still got next time aite? XD

All in all, uhuh.. Don't mind getting involve in any activities organize in future even if its boring or not.. Because when we are exposed more, we learn more....



Everyone who's involved

decison

A tough decision is hard to choose. It is hard to make.. Hard to confirm..
These is what which leads me to confusion.. Most of the time..
A decision which will affect my whole entire life.. Sounds serious huh? In fact, it is not that bad..
After all, I am the fickle minded type.. Cannot stay firm to every of my actions.. I should change this bad habit of mine..


Today,
I was asked to make a so called tough decision.. Yes i know this is not the first time i need to decide on such matter, but i just find it harder to make decision this time.. Because things got more serious than ever..
I knew, i got only two options.. N i do not like both, frankly..
If i choose path "A", i would have hurt the person.. And if i would have to choose "B", I am going to lie to myself ( not happy) .. What should I do then?
To my expectation, I was ready to face for the worst.. It did turn out bad at first when i came out with option "A"..
I was hurt and sad to see someone gets hurt in return.. But then, after a long talk, finally things get to cool down a bit.. Hence, we managed to agree with each other.. A mutual understanding if i am not wrong..
I really need to thank that someone for being so tolerate, patient and kind..
What i want to say is, every actions we take, we need to put ourselves into other person's shoe first. Try to analyze the potential problems that may occur then only take further actions.. It helps to avoid arguments, misunderstandings and hatreds..
No matter if it's to your family, your love ones, friends or whoever.. Keep that in mind..
I learn that from one of my friend.. It helps me to be a better person in future and i cherish every good advise from those people around me..

LOVE OTHERS AS MUCH AS U LOVE YOURSELF!

a year after another

Happy baby with happy growth,
Happy girl with happy youth,
Happy teenage girl with happy life,
Happy female young adult with happy mind and smile,
Use this final year to full force before entering next phase,
21 adult year!


For the past two years, I have not felt this happy before.. This year, 24-04, a day which brings no meaning to others but it is to me. On this very special date, the world welcomed me and indeed i am happy to say that it's mah burfday!
In the morning, i woke up, dad was the first to wish me. I said thank u in return and i know i did not have enough sleep. Was blurring until the afternoon and I happened to capture this picture of her sleeping. Not gonna reveal her name here tho XD

*wonder y she always needs to open her mouth so wide :O*


Now, at TAIPING LANG RESTAURANT which also means "orang taiping restoran", Ho Chak crew went there before. So i guess the food there must be good.. Actually, those dishes they have there, my grandma cooks better than that restaurant. Believe me.. Overall, I would rate the foods there, GOOD!

*(ordering food) the waiter waitress there knows how to speak hokkien wei.. hahaha.. "kaki lang"*

*sisters forever camwhore*

*mom also knows how to pose for the camera one okie*

*my delicious bo bo cha cha*

*our complete set family dinner*

*the friendly environment(s)*


Back to home after a satisfying dinner.. No regrets eating there.. It was my first time there and don't mind going again.. Time to BLOW CAKE..

*vege? siapa vege? u mean, vegetable? wonder who..*

*happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to vege, happy birthday to..... u.... clap clap XD*
*after everything.. YES*

THESE ARE THE THINGS I GOT ( my rewards ),


TO THOSE WHO WISHED ME,
+ dad + + mom + + mei chuen + + wen yuin + + lawrence + + swee pie + + priscilla + + meng heng + + wilson 1 + + wilson 2 + + iris + + diana + + alvin + + hui yee + + siew ping + + kexin + + ken lee + + pui yan + + meng jiew ++ ch'ng tat + + nirmal + + johan + + visali ++ amrit + + rati + + edison + + boey ++ yan nian + + daniel + + kexin + + rebecca + + trevor + + eugene + ( wonder y )
did i missed out anyone?


"Thanks a million. I really appreciate every little single thing. It's a simple yet a meaningful and a memorable one for me". -by:vege-

random post

Never say i love you
If you really don't care

Never talk about feelings
If they aren't really there

Never hold my hand
If you're going to break my heart

Never say you're going to
If you don't plan to start

Never look into my eyes
If all you do is lie

Never say hello
If you really mean good bye

If you really mean forever
Then say you will try
Never say forever
Cause forever makes me cry....

LOST

Really lost.. left?no..right?no..back n front also no..where to go then???? =.=


LOST.. Have u ever felt like that before? When u got no one to confide in to talk about your deepest secret? When u feel like no one cares about your existence in this world anymore? U are invisible to everyone's eye? STRESS.. When u tend to do something it always turn out to be disaster? No mood to eat or sleep? Lose control? Always feeling tired? DEPRESS.. Always want to be alone and out of the society? Locking yourself up in your room all the time? Extreme appetite(eat a lot!)?

Do not feel hesitate to get someone to share your problems. I may go through all that but my initial plan is always SHARING! As in, I always voice out when I am in such dilemma. Find someone who u can talk and trust because by doing so it helps to ease your problems.. What to do, life is always so cruel and complicated.. We may not like what we have to go through but, this is part of our journey.. Just walk with it and I am sure everything will turn out to be good in future. A saying, there is always a silver line between the dark clouds.

Good advice is always certain to be ignored, but that's no reason not to give it. right? :P

Wen Jie vs. Vege

V.S

History....

The feeling of sad, sorrow, down.. All the negative feelings are haunting me one by one. For me to feel these way sure there is a cause to it.. I would say, too many! Wen Jie no longer a happy bubbly girl. The old me used to laugh n smile a lot. And as i grow older, more things to worry about. More responsibilities, more burdens...

I have known a guy mid last year. We started from a normal friend. Just a hi bye friend. Then we became closer... We have good feelings for each other. We care for each other a lot, more than what usually normal friends do. I am really grateful to get to know him because he is such a nice person. He is my dance partner for ez2dancer, para para paradise and so called my arcade "kaki"..

We used to take bus no. 11 together for traveling purposes. This bus no.11 is very unique and you usually don't see it on the road. Okie la, buss no. 11? ??? LEGS la! Both don't mind walking all the way from location A to B which is kinda far.. Maybe two to three km far or even further. We don't mind walking so much is because we want to save up on transport and at the same time we get to spend more time together. We have legs so why not make full use of it.

Both don't mind eating at the mamak frequently too. Again, we did that is also because want to save money! Hence, we both enjoyed although we went through hard time. Sometimes we do reward ourselves such as, dine at the Johnny's restaurant. The food there is not cheap but the environment there plus the service is good. Thanks to him, because without knowing him i wouldn't know such restaurant exist. So far there are two Johnny's that I have seen. Times Square and Wangsa Maju Jusco. You guys can go try it out!

Back to him, yeaaahh....
He called me almost every night without fail, basically is because we can talk a lot.. In the end what happen? He is short of $$$ lo. He spent me a lot too! Haih.... He did it willingly yet I still can't forgive myself for letting him spend so much.. He is always there for me when I need a listener, when i need a shoulder to lean on, when i need someone to cheer me up he is always the one cracking stupid jokes :) , when i need a companion..

I still remember there's once when I was facing hard time, it was really bad at that time, I felt so scared, depressed, I was so afraid i got no one to confide in. And I was lucky enough to have him.. He was all the time there to support me and he gave me the courage and I was stronger after that.

I am not sure if he allow me to reveal his name here it is because I feel like doing it.. I am feeling very sad. Me and him no longer friends now. One reason is because I couldn't accept him as my special one and he cannot accept the fact that we are only normal friends. There is only one way out for these which is, we go on our separate ways. SAD... Meaning, no sms, no more calls from him, no more msn, and the worst thing ever, I wont be meeting him anymore! I have just lost something which is consider important to me! I know u hate me.. Go ahead..

What to do, I am the one to be blamed.. He has put in so much effort and yet I still don't find it enough. He tried so hard to change to suit my requirements. Now that he told me he is tired of trying so hard I guess this will be the right time for me to be firm.. I will try my best although I feel it's going to be hard for me. When i told u I can never find someone like you in future, I really mean it. You are really UNIQUE...You are "One In A Million".. Duh..

This song's for you,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EbRB22fOXbQ

my first post

There is always an introduction to everything, so let me do a brief introduction here about myself..

Me, Wen jie.. started to blog since the beginning of this year. N would love to continue to blog until heaven knows when..

Many would be wondering, what's with my url, JIEVEGE..Vege sounds like me.. Don't u agree? wen jie vege.. vege wen jie..that was how my nick came from..

Recently, many things happened.. got good n bad but i felt most of it are bad ones.. I do not know which path i am walking now.. Need to buck up with my studies.. that is the most important thing to do for now..

Got hyper with one of the game in arcade.. People call it para para paradise.. I play that a lot n hopefully one day i can be pro..

I don't intend to write much in this post.. More updates next time kayz? :)