be-LOVE-d

It is always sad to see one's beloved disappear from their lives. Everyone is "afraid" of death.
Even myself do. But it is even more painful to see your beloved leave this realm before you.
The pain, the grieves, the ultimate sadness..

(This story is related to a couple)

Husband: I hope my wife will die before me
Wife: WTH! How can you say such words?
Husband: Know y I say so?
Wife: *toned down* Erm, nope.. But y?
Husband: It is because I would prefer myself to suffer rather than letting u suffer seeing your love ones die before u.
Wife: *tear drops*

Several months back, my mom restricted me from following my family back to hometown due to my college hectic schedule. I was reluctant. Why?
I just do not know. I just felt that I should grab every opportunity to go back as often as I can.
Story behind it was because?
First of all, I miss my grandma much!
Secondly, she is old and a bit ill and I hope she'll stay strong for a very long time so that she will be able to see me marry. Heh.. I am sure every grandparents would want to see achievements that happens on her/his family.
Many more reasons to be listed out, shall just stop here..

Overall, I LOVE U AH MA.. She is someone that I really thank God for giving such a wonderful person to me. I have always felt that the bond within me and her is unique. I do miss her from time to time and wish for her well being. Just love her very much..

BREAK UPS???
I don't think anyone would like to go through this..
It hurts ones feeling..
Crying for someone that will no longer be in your life anymore after all the sacrifices made..
All the love, all the effort, that turned out to be only ashes..
Gone....
Try to avoid this to occur if there are ways to save it and bring it back..
I have once hurt many guys feelings! I know it is too late to make things right, the most I could do for now is, not to repeat the same mistakes anymore..
Appreciate those who cares for you!

Overall, my current bf is the one-to-be.. Be what? I just feel secure and have the sense of safe-ness when I am with him. I do not like guys who have "flower heart". I used not to believe in love anymore but he managed to be the one. He make me believe that there is still hope.. Thank you!

Some may think LOVE is just like a TOY..
PLAY and THROW..
It is IMPROPER and WRONG..
Try not to let HISTORY repeat..
LEARN from past MISTAKES..
And if you can practice this, you are already ACHIEVING an ACHIEVEMENT!

BIRTHDAYS??
11/2/2009: It was my beloved mom's bday.. Family and I dined out and had steamboat at B.Puteri instead. Bought her a 2kg secret recipe chocolate cake. That is heavy wei. Haha. Hey, it was our first time eating there and I guess the soup they served there did a great job. It was good! Will go back there again to makan..

21/2/09: Just 10 days after and this time it will be my lil sister birthday which is tomoro! Happy Birthday SIS.. Just bought her a small gift and we will all celebrate for her eating steamboat again. Not the same place of course.. It is located somewhere near Serdang.

Overall, MY FAMILY MEMBERS (dad, mom, chuen, yuin) are the ones that I will hold on and never let go. Though my dad will sometimes get angry or nag when I don't do things properly, mom tend to be fickle minded or indecisive, when my elder sister is far apart and not in M'sia most of the time, when my younger sister tend to be irritating at times, still.... LOVE YOU ALL! Without them, I wouldn't be here today. Their love, their sacrifices are just beyond anything!
I know, with only words, it is hard to convey my grateful feelings towards them. T.T

Good celebrations are yet to be overwhelmed but bad ones are yet to be avoided..

Dress

Went around mid valley and did a grooming session..
Tried out a few dresses and I kinda love that feeling..
Maybe I am going to buy more of it..
Try and try..... I got buy any? Nope.. They are highly priced..
But in future, yes I will XD


One of it that I tried and liked:




















I am promising myself to look good on my coming 21st birthday....

Pro's and Con's

The topic I want to touch on is the pro's and con's of sony ericsson K770i,


What I like:
- the camera functions.. It comes with flash which enables me to take picture under the dark.
- user friendly (sony phone what.. hehe)
- slide cyber-shot camera.. just looks cool to me
- the screen light/brightness auto dims when my surrounding is dark and it brightens when the surrounding is glaring. it helps to make me have a better sight when using it.
- affordable and it is categorize as "cyber-shot phone in the middle".
- compact and light in weight.

What I dislike:
- always cannot read the memory card (irritating)
- casing of it looks not solid
- battery life is not very lasting (maybe I am just a heavy user)

These are just my point of view. If you guys like it, go for it and do not regret after that ar I tell you..

You guys must be wondering y on earth am I posting such an ugly and a plain picture at the top..
The reason to it is because I am feeling BLUE!

I don't get what I expect on Valentine.. You guys may think I am demanding and bla bla..
Let me tell you, I am just expecting a call.. Is it so hard to call and just say a few words?

I was the one who wished first. But at least I got a reply soon after that. Maybe I am just one step faster than he is.. When the clock strike 12 I text-ed.. On that matter, I don't blame him..

So, am I really demanding?
Maybe I am.. I just need something sweet and a little "spice"..
A big SIGH...

Just another VALENTINE

Who will be my valentine? Can u be my valentine?

This kind of questions thingy always goes on whenever the date of 14th Feb is around the corner..
What is so great? I always felt that Valentine is just another ordinary day and even till today I still do have the same kind of mind set.

KS asked me what I want for valentine.. I was hoping him to give me a surprise.. Haha..
It turned out to be something really out from what I used to expect..
There was no surprise but I just love the gift he gave me! ARIGATO..
Actually to be frank, two weeks ago I used to think that he will surprise me with the "snoopy flowers" but in return I got something else instead..

To everyone out there, Happie Valentines.....
Not in a relationship people can also grab this opportunity to celebrate it with your dearest friends..

Sweet things that girls might like it to happen on that very day,
... Be the first to wish her or just a simple "I love U" will brighten up her day OR
... Money will not always be the main factor. Time spent together will be something nice :) OR
... Take her to romantic places like Mini Genting or bring her to places that she had been wishing to be at ever since long time ago OR
... Buy her something (anything which is her idol or favourite cartoon character) as a gift OR
... If the guys are a good cook, cook for the girls (i bet the next move the girl do is T.T) OR
... ALL THE ABOVE!

Tagged (no more of this la please.. haha)

10 HUMANS to be named...


(randomly pick......)
1) Kok Siang
2) Wen Yuin
3) Fion
4) Chong Sheng
5) Erik
6) Mak
7) Priscilla
8) Fiona
9) Wilson
10) Poh Sheng


Who is no.6 having relationship with? (Mak)
If I am not wrong.. He is suppose to be single?

Is no.9 male or female? (Wilson)
Let the public decide.. But I would say he is my "bro".

If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Poh Sheng and Priscilla)
If this happen, it will be a "muhibbah" couple wei.. Haha.. Good also.. Their child will turn out to be good looking/intelligent.

What is no.2 studying? (Wen Yuin)
She is currently in high school and going to face her major exam in school which is SPM! So what say you?

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? (Fion)
Yesterday. And that was also because of someone's request. Haha.

What genre of music does no.8 like? (Fiona)
I would say, she would like what others like. She just love to please anyone she knows.. Basically, she doesn't has one..

Would you woo no.3? (Fion)
I guess if I do so, it is a sin.. I am straight..

What about no.7? (Priscilla)
Another "les" partner? Oh no.. Get me out of this..

Is no.4 single? (Chong Sheng)
This is the fella who tagged me with this.. I wanna kill u! :P He is single for the time being.. But no guarantee if he will continue to be single after this..

What is the surname of no.5? (Erik)
Eh.. This person here has almost the same surname as me.. High 5 bro! (find it out yourself)

What is the hobby of no.10? (Poh Sheng)
Anything that has to do with the Koren band singer, TVXQ/DBSK.. Always see him dance or sing imitating them. 24/7 also about TVXQ only.. Get a life la bro.. Haha..

Does no.5 and no.9 get along well? (Erik and Wilson)
He (Erik/Wilson) don't even know that the other person (Erik/Wilson) actually exist in this world.. I really don't know the answer to this.. XD

Say something casual about no.1 (Kok Siang)
He is important to me.. Is this consider something "casual" now?

Have you ever tried developing feelings for no.8? (Fiona)
We both actually tried before going around telling others we are actually "les partners" to fool around and see if anyone actually believes our stupid prank. Some did! Mission complete :) I love her as a friend because she is my lovey dovey room mate.

Where does no.9 live? (Wilson)
Basically everywhere.. Haha.. Ok la, Setiawan (for him to release stress) and Melati Utama (a place for him to get more stress)

What colour does no.4 like? (Chong Sheng)
Never ask him before regarding this la.. But I would guess it is BLUE because guy ma.. And base on his handphone colour also..

Are no.1 and no.5 bestfriends? (Kok Siang and Erik)
They are not even friends.. For now..

Is no.7 the most talented person in the world? (Priscilla)
She actually has talent in singing! Really! If someone were to notice and appreciate and manage to make her a "someone", I bet she would appear everywhere in the entertainment field and eventually everyone on the street will be shouting "Priscilla, WE LOVE U"..


I am finished with this.. Finally.....

New Casio Watch

Today my darling surprised me with a gift.

Well, she cannot covers her gift properly...
Covered with snack on top of the gift in a small bag.
Smells fishy~~~
LoL...
Tah dang~~~
A new Casio watch which she bought yesterday, without my knowledge.
Not bad but need to tighten the belt.

Oh man... now I am scratching my head over the 14th...
What should I do?!!

T.T

Chaos